All fics will be moved to my FF.net account.[link]
I'm going to be leaving DA for a while.
I guess, for the past few weeks, I've been noticing something.
To be blunt and get the point across, I guess I feel inferior to you all, and maybe a bit of a real bother or annoyance. Not to mention a complete slacker and failure in getting shit done.
For the past month or so, I've realized that, over the course of time, I just wasn't reaching in form of potential. I try real hard to get things done, but when I do and push myself, the result is never worth what I try and put into it. Whatever form of adequacy I seemed to have had in drawing here, I seem to have lost.
I can't get a single picture done. And I didn't know why! Everything just seemed like it was turning on me. Like I've lost whatever talent I had in doing anything art related.
So, around yesterday, I think I realized why.
I guess I'm just not ready. That, or maybe I'm not meant for the art world. It's depressing, but I think its probably true.
I wanted to do so much more before this, but I can't because nothing is turning out. I wanted to post an OC I believe would get me somewhere. I wanted to get a pic I asked to do for someone done. I wanted to do a comic. I wanted to do something in another form of another fantastic artist's style. I wanted to do a parody that probably could have gotten some serious laughs from everyone. I wanted to improve.
Can't always get what you want in life. Heh, sad but true.
I'm really sorry everyone! But, like I said, I don't think I'm ready, or really good enough to be on here and bugging you all with overly-happy comments and poor art and literature. And like Is aid, I feel a bit inferior to you all, if not like the black sheep of the crowd. It's a bit embarrassing, but its how I feel. I'm not sure if this is just because I wanted attention or something, I really don't, but hey, what can you do?
So, in short. I'm leaving DA. I'm NOT shutting down this account, but I will be gone for a very, very long time. In that time, I hope I will get back on the saddle and return with some MAJOR improvements and a better attitude.
I hope to be back by next year. But I can't guarantee much.
I'm really sorry guys! But I think this will help me. And hopefully my mood will improve on my bday in a few days. Hopefully big bro and bring some kind of confidence into me.
I really will miss you all! You're all such wonderful people with just as wonderful talent! I envy you but I am proud to have known you! I'm proud to envy you, I suppose. Hehe!
I hope to come back soon. But if not...well, let's not get too ahead of ourselves just yet.
And a bit of a heads up. Everything in my gall WILL be deleted soon. So whatever of my crappy art or lit you actually like, you better save it now. Everything will be taken down tomorrow morning.
Much love to you all! And thank you all!